...I wouldn't be me.
I know I wrote about the girl already and how much she means to me etc. etc. But I've read it, and re-read it.. and it just doesn't do justice. Especially considering how she writes about me and our relationship.
I've always had feelings for her. She was able to get me and understand me for who I am right off the bat. She was (and thankfully, still is) able to deal with my random shenanigans.
I told her earlier today that I've been trying to find the right words to be able to describe who she is as a person... what she means to me. I'm still struggling to find those words. I can honestly say that I wouldn't be the person I am today if it weren't for her.
She has always been there for me, I knew that I could always count on her to pick up her phone or text me back if I needed, even if it was at 3am. She was there for me at my worst, and at my best. I really can't ever tell her how much she means to me and how much of a positive influence she has been in my life. I've faced some dark roads in my life, but she has always been there to hold my hand and help me through them.
That girl... she always inspires me to be a better person, to keep moving ahead and to not only improve myself, but those around me. She has so much drive in her, she is constantly working on improving herself. I always told her that she was the type of individual that would brighten a room just by walking into it, she has a glow that spreads warmth/love to anyone that comes into contact with her. I'm not the only one who has told her this, she's a people person. She cares not only about herself and the ones close to her, but to everyone. If she's able to do something to make someone's day a little bit better, despite never meeting that person before, she would do it. She has so much love in her heart, it isn't difficult for her to leave a lasting positive impression on everyone.
She constantly reminds me that any dream you may have, is within reach. That it is YOU that controls what happens in your life, which path you take, and how you go about working through all obstacles you face. That no matter what happens, you can always work through it and get past it, it just takes some motivation, perseverance and dedication.
I can't even being to explain all the feelings she makes me feel. It's unlike anything I've felt before. She makes me feel loved on a daily basis, a feeling that I'm wanted. Gives me motivation to do things I normally would be hesitant to. Lifts me up when I fall down. Has those encouraging words at the right time.
I'm extremely grateful that she is in my life. I was lucky to be able to call her a friend, even luckier to be able to call her my best friend... and I really am the luckiest person to be able to call her my girlfriend.
It's not everyday you meet someone who means as much to you as she does to me. Can I honestly sit here and say that I knew that things would end up the way they are now? Nope, I'm glad they turned out the way they did though. I couldn't be happier. We have the same outlook on things, we're both hard working, motivated and want to travel the world and help out people however we can. The time we spend together is amazing, whatever it is we're doing, it's enjoyable. The times we're apart, we do our best to make it as easy as we can, it is difficult at times (especially with how often she gets sick and I'm not able to take care of her!) but we work through it, knowing that the distance will make us appreciate our time together that much more.
Besides, with both of us being as hard working/dedicated as we are, what's 427 miles?
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